You are the Wind Beneath My Wings...

Hey guys! So I know I haven't posted anything in a long while, so I think it's time to get you updated!
So let's see...I'll start at February.
Alright. So my mom was sick her whole life, and on February 13, three days before my 18th birthday, she lost her battle with her sickness. I have to admit, it is the hardest thing to deal with. My dad left us when I was young, and all I had was my mom. And now she is gone, and I am realizing how much God is like a father to me. He was there at my mom's funeral, holding me close. If I didn't have that relationship with Him, I probably would have lost myself. I know now that it is because of God that I am able to talk about my mother's death. I'm still very emotional, but I realize that the sadness won't go away anytime soon. In fact, it may never go away, but I know I will be able to deal with it. I've also had the best support system anyone could ever ask for. Everyone had been so caring and so generous to me and my family, and I just can't thank them enough-especially my mom's best friend, Brittany. I honestly don't know what I would do without her. She has helped me deal with so much these last few months and I will be eternall grateful.
Now, on to March...Hmmm...Nothing really out of the ordinary happened, other than the fact that I got my nose pierced. It was just like any month. My mom's birthday was on the 21st and we celebrated. My family went to her grave, but I just can't bring myself to go. It's too hard right now. And that brings us to April...we are getting ready for Fine Arts and prom as I speak. It is so stressful! But I know that we will do really good! I just can't wait until it's over!!!

Well, that's the update!!! Hopefully I will keep up with this!!